InsaneJournal

Current mood:	tired
Current music:	Orange Range - Ikenai Taiyou

Hmm
Well I think I'm packed and ready to go to vancouver. Which means I'm pretty much ready for work tomorrow too. I just have to wake up and get dressed. And OH HEY. I need to put my pjs in my bag...

Although at the moment it looks like I'm going on another long trip...cuz my rolling carry-on sized bag and my laptop case are sitting next to my big rolling suitcase. But there's nothing in the suitcase. I just have nowhere else to put it cuz it's FREAKING HUGE. It's also a beautiful ruby color <3 sadly luggage is treated not so gently so it's got some wear from just the trips home, but that is to be expected. Still <3 It's purrrdy. And when I go back to japan in a few years I can always buy another one.

And suddenly I have the random urge to tell Eiji that I have the same type of suitcase as he does...*coughs* AAAAH I MISS HIM.

I cried about Japan again today. I just miss it so much. I had such an amazing time there, even despite some people and things. Yesterday I got hit with the WORST homesickness for Tokyo. Which is so screwed up cuz I don't live there. And the weirdest thing triggered it....a couple girls, speaking japanese. It wasn't even anything spectacular, they were just talking about how much something had cost at the drug store but I just got hit with this horrible longing to be in Japan, surrounded by people speaking Japanese(which I only understand a phrases of)...as if THAT was the most normal thing in the world; as though THAT was more comforting and reassuring and home-like thing in the world. And even right now....I'd rather be sitting in some tiny fucking apartment in japan with my futon folded up and put away than in my western-style room with my duvet and bed. I have to go back. HAVE TO.

And I think...nearly for sure...I can go back for a month in November for my birthday <3 Although if i do I need to budget enough money to go to I think Nagoya to get a tattoo. But. I'll work that out later. WHen I know for sure if I can go. For SURE. God I miss Tokyo.

Anyway. I need to grab some ZZZ's. I have to work at eight until noon tomorrow. Then I bustle off to the ferry to vancouver.

Cheers guys. Hopefully I'll have internet in Van, but not sure yet. <3